I'M HEALED ARE YOU ??????

Yes, I am sure you wonder why I haven't written in a while. The posts came in one day after the other and suddenly went off right ? Well wonder no more for the end to the drought is here, I hear the sound of abundance of rain. ( YES!!!!!). Its time to know what happened, what caused the drought ? What's the "I'm healed" about ?Well let me go in, I want to go in a little bit.

Now, was I hit by a car ? Well yes but I didn't get injured the car did ...lol " seriously I can explain". Was I hit by a bicycle ? Yes I was, but none of us got hurt. He actually hit me from behind and was insulting me afterwards. loool. Anyway I was hit and hurt by these individuals but the pain from here is nothing compared to the real injury that I got me recently.

A about two months ago, I was on my own doing fine. Mr Rapha, always got it locked and moving good. I felt good and was planning my stuff usually on my own. Then I met this girl (Hmmm) I am sure you knew it was something like this (wow). She blew me away, all the complaints I have had about Women in ( Nigeria) she murdered the errors easily,effortlessly, I didn't need to teach her, she already knew(woow). We had good times and I was sure everything was going well I was so sure she was going to be mine from the way she acted I was sure. Yes, we had problems but her actions showed me she was going to stay "so I thought". Suddenly, this angel by twilight " I thought" suddenly started showing withdrawal signs and then wanted nothing to do with me. What really hurt me was not that she wanted to leave me, it was the reason she wanted to leave me for and the way she handled it. I was DEVASTATED!!!, hmm my chest hurt me so badly physically, I felt used and would cry at night (not ashamed to admit it). I would just wonder why ? What did I do wrong ? I would take walks and play " Alicia keys : Sleeping With A Broken Heart " lol...( I Love that song so much!!! One of my all time best). I tried everything to get her, I really tried believe me I did. But I only go more and more injured, more tears, more chest pain, sleepless nights. I went through this because I knew what I saw and I believed that if it worked it would be just perfect. Well it didn't work, and the pain got bad until one night.

I got off the phone with her and was hurting too bad and so, I turned to GOD and spoke out loud in my Sisters room upstairs. I said


 " Father, you know me and I know you. You know the deepest parts of my heart. You know I came here with 100% honesty, I had no intentions of harming this girl. I'm hurting GOD, and this pain is too much. I don't deserve this. Please, if you want me to talk to you more just like this heal me and I would talk to you like this. This would be a sign of our mode of communication. Please heal me, help me. Help me for I did what I thought was right and went in with one mind in my search for a Wife. Dear LORD, I can't go on like this please GOD. Amen.  "

Ladies and Gentlemen, right there and then on the bed I felt the pain go away. I felt a little sore in my chest physically but it was nothing like the way I felt 1 minute ago. GOD had healed me right there and then. The pain ran away, I was back to being Rapha. I went round telling everyone who cared to know I was so happy and full of joy. I then thought I had nothing to write here and then GOD  told me to put this out there for someone.  

You, yes you!!!! I am healed are  you  ???????